Aching

I hate that my emotions are fluctuating so quickly and so easily.

I told myself I was going to be okay. I'm not.
I said that I was going to focus on everything else. I haven't.
I screamed that it was all going to work out. It hasn't.

I don't know how to feel right now.

I don't know what's more upsetting, the fact that I feel so confused and hurt or that almost every sentence of this post began with "I".